She

She always has a bitter smile whenever he is not around..
she always know the real life of her but she seem don't want to face them..
she know what she is doing though they hurt her much than we can imagine..
she always care about his feeling before she make up any decision..
she,too,know that he keep avoiding from her..
so why she keep letting herself to involve deeper and deeper?
why can't she stop doing that?
She always know that..
She always know why..
not that her secret is with him that make her non stop involving
but something common
something someone can't live without
something sweet and bitter as well~